Article submitted by Lixia:

Its 1st April. And yes, its a very special day. Guess what's day is it today?


April Fool's Day?


No...
Its our 7 months anniversary~!


I thought he would have forgotten about it. After all he is so far away from me (the place he is in is 1 day behind S'pore) & also probably most guys would tend to forget about such a day after a few months together.


I thought to myself that if he really did forget I would most likely be disappointed & sad but I would also be half expecting it to happen...


Yesterday & today I had a terrible headache. Yesterday I thought to myself the only thing that could make me feel better was to receive the "thing" that darling told me he sent to me by snail mail. But when I opened the letter box I saw none of it. My heart really sank. For once I wished I had gone to USA with him or at least he was by my side.


My misery heightened when I went home to find it empty. So I ended up cooking myself a bowl of cream soup & (most pathetically) having dinner alone.


Only then I knew that loneliness sometimes can be killing.. =(


However, what made my day today was that he had not forgotten about our special day. He wished me HAPPY 7 MONTH ANNIVERSARY the first thing when I came online to talk to him. I felt really happy and this sort of happiness is right from the bottom of my heart.

No way in my past relationships had I felt this way. As in the past such feeling will very fast be replaced with a stagnant or stale feeling after a few months together.


Now its 7.38pm and I am all alone at home once again. But some reason I felt more at peace rather than empty or lonely (well..probably a little emotional ba).

But in actual fact, it is darling who made me REALLY optimistic. And I would say that he had it tough just to make me become a "happier" person.